So tired
and so alone
stuck in this shell with nowhere to go
no matter what happens
the feelings are true
one heart breaks
the other does too
so far and so long
are not to be blamed
the absence of faith
is the end of the game?
but what brings it out
is it numerous afflictions?
one becomes three
and sometimes treason
not without a care
a thought
or dream
moving through my book
is not as easy as it seems
where one chapter ends
another picks up
but like a child who can't focus
I keep getting stuck
just want the best
no matter what it takes?
one bird and two stones
but my heart is at stake
into the abyss of unknown but not yet new
is where the answers lie, for me and you?
tossing and turning, the thoughts scream all night
my dreams become nightmares, they squeeze me so tight
stare into the water, a reflection of truth
look beyond the misery that lies onto you
to have and behold
it’s all been said before
chapter 6 verse 1
is where they stole it but no more
i'm tired of not living
but living to work
for things that don't matter
as much as they should
sacrifice to those
who can't fathom the pain
two places at once
and it’s beyond repair
no answer, none at all
until 2 days have passed
the calls of what have been
are losing their grasp
still, the person I am prevents me from leaving
these feelings and situations are more than appealing
too tangled, such a mess
from my feet to my head
one shot from enlightenment
would cause such unrest
I digress and rest
on words that warrant sleep
from the mind of a troubled young sheep
short on years
but long on wisdom
still too much to learn
so where do I begin then?
one step at a time and i'm sure I’ll be alright
but that first step is in the dark
and I don’t have a light.....
